100 days of Gratitude/Happiness: Day 30

Wooden hearts rustic style. Greeting card.

“I know this transformation is painful, but you’re no falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.” ~William C. Hannan

Gratitude:

Realizing that I need to reclaim my confidence back.

That I got to see and hang out with a couple of good friends I haven’t seen in a long while. Was going to go to my friend’s bookstore opening but a good friend I haven’t seen in a long time asked me to go to our friend’s show, so we can hang out.

Slowly falling back in love with life. It’s never going to be back the way it once was but I’m learning to be ok with it.  It’s going to take time to trust it but I’m working on it.  I can only move forward.

Starting to remember who I am, not was.  Creating what I want in this phase in my life, and moving forward. Baby steps. I’ve been living out of boxes for 11 months, and I put my life on pause since my father’s passing. Need to stop going back into survivor’s mode.

Having till the end of the year to get my life on track.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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