Hard to believe it’s been almost been over 1.5 years since I had to take care of my family obligations. Need to shift out of survivor’s mode. It’s not over but within the next month, the worse of it should be over. I know it’s going to be a small challege to get out of survivor’s mode, and back into my own skin.
I am so grateful that to my friends, my chosen family, my blood family, and the random people who have supported me along the way. Really don’t know how I made it without completely breaking down but I’m so greatful for people I never expected to step up and be there for me. I’m greatful for my dance, and WordPress communities for being there.
A few of my friends have mention that I cralwed into my shell/cave about 2 years ago around the time I starting getting sick again and reinjured my ankle. I realize that I gotten really serious, tucked away my humor and personalty while put on a safer verson of myself. One of my major strugles is not being able to be as active as I was before my ankle sugery. It had an effect on my self esteem. I’ve always been indepent and the one taking care of other people. Had to learn to ask people for help because I can not phyically do things and still learning to let it go with the flow.
Would love to meet a guy that can make me laugh and put a smile on my face when I see him. Have mini adventures with me exploring for road trips, urban landmarks, explore nature with me, and take a day trip with me. Will be game once in a blue moon, when I want to grab a donut, on the way to the ocean or desert at 1am to stare at the stars. I’m a huge foodie, so somebody who is open to trying new places and foods to eat, and put up with my photographing my food. Be dorky enough with me to go on picnics in random places, comikaze, art walk/event, swing/salsa dancing, live shows, go watch movies/shows in the park, etc.